感觉上此刻就像最后一夜。

为什么会有这样的感觉？

这一两年，我似乎选择了很多不一样的路。站在决定未来的分叉路口，有时不得不佩服自己的勇气。那种充满未知的未来的刺激感，有多少人能够勇敢尝试和体会？

前途，感情。。。

我会勇敢的走下去！

Rumour's been circulating around. The atmosphere is filled with uncertainty. As a consequence, the morale of the organisation is getting lower and lower. Emotions perturbed.

I don't like it when the top management seems to force their own decision all the time into their subordinates. You think we are your slaves and so our fate should be determined solely by you is it?

In state of uncertainties and apprehension the top management should at least stand out and clarify the situation. Fight for us if you are a true leader.

Our fate should not be decided by GOD! It's in YOUR hands. Damn it!

Yesterday was fun. It feels good when I could leave work and studies behind for a moment, and just be as 38 as I want. At the same time no one would ask me some funny questions which I find offensive to answer, and I don't have to answer those questions because no one would ask. Hehe...

One of my friends was wondering why I don't talk much in a gathering. I guess it's just a matter of time, depending on how long and how well we've gotten along. I'm not a shy guy, though I love to make up excuses using 'shy' when being asked why I'm quiet.

Be it at work or at social functions, I notice that I heat up quite slowly. I observe people for a while before I could say something. But after you've known me quite a while, you know I'm a different person from your first impression.

Another week has gone.

Time flies.

The present work life is extremely uneventful. I step into the office, do what I am supposed to do, when the clock ticks 1630, I punch out and leave. Whether my work is complete or not, there will not be any significant impact- no rewards, no punishment. Scolding is the worst it can be.

I'm not motivated to stay in such environment. Surely, I'm happy with my bosses because of their kind personality to the staff.

Gimme me more $$.

I miss someone badly. I'm a man. A fully grown adults. I do have strong physical needs.

To be honest, I'm feeling horny.

Just one more to go. Then, I can forget about assignments for a short while until next semester.

Time flies. I am already half-way through the MBA course and yet it feels like I've just started doing it not long ago. From fidgety and feeling alien, I think I've now settled down quite well for the subjects. Nonetheless I can't deny that if I'm given the choice to do either finance (so-called the 'toughest' subject) or human resource management (or the like) no doubt I'll opt for the former. After all, I still prefer doing things related to science. I feel safer when dealing with some calculations than just sheer arguments.

Time flies...but not fast enough. I'm eager waiting for months and months to pass. I have a lot of plans in mind and I wanna accomplish them fast. On the down side I seem to have forgone a lot of fun in life. Many a time when I see an old friend I can't seem to find a common topic on which we could chat about. I start to forget a lot of things that happened in the past, during my high school days, uni days...both good or bad.

It's a sign that I've really grown up. Or perhaps, we all are getting old.

While I've discovered the other fun side of my life, at times I reflect on the old days, and I ask myself,

'Don't you miss those days?'